I drink beer

I drink beer, take shots of tequila, dance and live it up. I used to do this every night after work. The only responsibility I had was to make it home at the end of the night still alive and in one piece.

Going out sloppy drunk and having the time of my life, going from one man to the next. Spending money was no concern because I worked like a crazy person and was racking in the cash. I was living it up in my 20s and not thinking of the consequences.

Who would when they're having that much fun? Especially in the town that I live in. Everyone knows who you are and passing out your local bar at the end of the night is part of the norm.

Pre-game at a friends house, smoke a blunt on the back roads, meet with your people at your local pub have more than a few tequila drinks, switch to beer to sober up, then take a few shots because your too sober. Then go for another burn ride and back in your bed with a  stranger by 4am waking up feeling pleased and thanking the stars you didn't have to do all the work yourself when you came home drunk and horny at the end of the night.

Oh how I miss a good lay. A good one night stand. Granted this town is so small it becomes more of a 5 night stand. But at least we're gettin' it in. Or at least I was gettin' it in.

Now its been a year since I've had any relations of any sort with the opposite sex, which unfortunately is the only thing that does it for me or else I would have become a lesbian years ago.

I work to pay bills, babysitters, diapers and care for my son. I deal with a  crazy baby daddy who turned out to be a physically and mentally abusive ass hole. (this chick don't play that game) and my life is no longer the crazy party by myself it used to be.

Now its a different crazy party. Though my life has change, I haven't, My son is still going to have to deal with his crazy mother who likes to drink, dance and be merry. But he will also grow up knowing that I will always put him first. As long as I can still drink beer. :-D

Cheers*